Friday, January 23, 2009

Dream

Ok... another weird dream..... Josh and I were at a hotel somewhere. I was walking to our room, and i look over and see three really cute pit bulls. The mommy and puppy were dark brown and the dad was black with a white stripe on his nose. They noticed me and started to run after me! So I ran upthe stairs and in my head thought," DUH, dogs can run up the stairs too!" but i was already stuck up there and they were almost up. So i jumped over to the other side of the railing. I continued doing this like a was spiderman because they kept jumping at me. I wasn't scared but i was really annoyed that somebody would let there untrained dogs just run around and jump at people. So i started yelling."Whoever owns the three pit bulls needs to get out here right now and learn how to be a better dog owner!!". I was yelling really loud and two girls opened a door below me, one was in a wheelchair. They both had worried looks on their faces. The one in the wheelchair said she would go get the owner and wheeled away. Well i did end up getting down and i still wasn't scared or anything just sad that those beautiful dogs had such a stupid owner! So now back to real life....as you know, I am a crossing guard for an elementary school and as i was on my way to my corner, guess what.....Two pit bulls ran across the road right by me...one was female and dark brown, the other was a black male..with a white stripe on his nose......what does that mean? Am I psychic and if so, why did i dream about those dogs, I
only saw them for a minute while they ran down the road....

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Happy New Year!

Its 2009! I can not believe it! When i was a kid i remember counting up to see how old i would be in the year 2000 and life after that just wasn't important i guess! 2008 was a great year though.... so much has changed but really nothing has, if that makes any sense at all. Josh and I have been together a total of FIVE years ( Nov. 30)! I cant believe that either! It seems like last year i looked across the room in our 3rd hour gov. class and was so excited because JOSH CAMPO was in it! Or driving around in his cool Maxima just so happy to even sit next to him! (...Sigh...). Well this year is going to be great too! If we ever can get our stuff together, our dossier will be sent off, Ethiopia will receive it, and we will have a baby this year! And our lives will change forever! I am soo anxious and excited! I have a new outlook now, i cant focus on what isn't happening i have to see what the future WILL bring to us. Then i don't go crazy! I look forward to all the family and friends i will see, and new friends i will find. All the books i am going to read, and all the movies i will see. All the future struggles, i know not what they are yet, and all the exciting rejoicing moments i will have this year. I look forward to it all, the bad and the good, happy and sad! Yes, 2009 will be a great one!